You crept into my dreams again, how could you be so bold?

The love we shared was long ago, the yearnings have grown old.

The time has come to say good-bye

To all those years of living the lie.

The thread I let you hold onto never seemed as frayed

My hopes and dreams I grasped onto, have since been put away.

I saw the life you really lead, the one without the smile.

The pain and negative effects you seem to spread around

I look at the lonely man you’ve become and wonder

Was I ever really sold.  I thought I was I’d give it all

To be with you alone,

God thank you lifting me from a life I would have hated

To do your will and live alone, without the pain that waited.

It became clear as day, I was never meant for you.

My life had changed so much now, I wondered if you saw it too.

Thank you God for saving me from my own mistakes

Lord keep me close to you until the ending wakes.